Update

Okay...so for those of you who I don't see very often here is a quick update on my life. I am currently an assistant manager at Dollar Tree. The Tree is...ok. lol I like it there most of the time. I can only like it as much as any normal person would like work. I live with my sister and surprisingly enough I love it. I feel...loved and accepted here. Which those of you who are close to me know that that is very important to me. I miss all my friends in the big city. Jamie is driving me crazy to come visit her. lol I am in a relationship. It's going great. Jamie doesn't like it though ;) hehe Being away from Nashville and coming back home has really opened my eyes to a lot of things. Like money for starters haha. Money is hard to come by these days. I feel like such an old person saying that! But it's true, no doubt. I have also learned that even though the saying "your past makes you who you are today" is true it doesn't cause you to change who you want to be. I believe that is an important lesson learned. 1 down and billion more to go :) I like the quote by Wendell Berry, "The past is our definition. We may strive, with good reason, to escape it, or to escape what is bad in it, but we will escape it only by adding something better to it."

So, my goal in life is to just keep adding the good. Bad things WILL happen...but they won't tear me down. I have mountains that I am climbing, but I have a safety belt. I love my safety belt. lol Anywho, I look at myself now and I have grown up. I have learned to trust, love, accept, and pour my heart into everything. Some say that is stupid and I am going to get hurt. I realize this. But if you don't pour your heart out...how will you ever be able to fill it up with something new? I hope this blog has given whoever wants to have an update of my life. I know of at least two people who will read this :D Bet you can't guess who they are! ;) Okay...you probably can. I will try to update this blog sooner than later next time!