Feelings I Can Not Control....

So wow...sometimes I just don't understand. Like have you ever just thought you liked someone then all of the sudden you look up and it feels as if someone slapped you in the face? You realize that you are completely and utterly in love. Then all you can say is how horrible it is. Simply because someone else has their heart. You know that know matter how much you WANT to be that special person who they call and talk to every night, or that person who they say they love with a utter most passion, you just KNOW you never will be. Yea...it sucks...so that's how I feel...sucky! But I suppose life goes on...you love and hate...you search and find...you live and die... guess it is time for me to realize...just keep on moving....