My Life

So here goes nothing. My life is well...my life. Sometimes I wished certain people will let me live it. I understand that they are looking out for me. I also understand that they might know what is best for me. But let me just drop a little something into your ear. You had to make your mistakes and now I have to make mine. The mistakes I make today will make me who I am tomorrow. Who I am and what I am is my business. No one else. You can think what ever you want about me but in the end I can promise you I am still going to do what I feel is best.

I have realized recently that certain people are worried about my walk with Christ. Well here ya go. Yes, I am a Christian. No, I am not very conservative even though my parents raised me to be. I do what I feel God wants me to do. You may think you know what God wants me to do but don't tell me. That is something I have to figure out for myself. God and I are on speaking terms and even though I may make mistakes and sin God is still there. So I don't need anyone trying to be God and trying to judge me or punish me for things they don't understand.

Now, I have also realized that people are wondering about my sexuality. Those of you who know my past may wonder a lot more. Well, I have three words for you. DOESN'T CONCERN YOU! I have had so much hurt and pain in my life that I don't need you to make it any greater. I think I have had enough to last a life time. I think it increases every new day. If you MUST know if I am a lesbian or not you could at least have enough decency to ask ME instead of talking about me with other people. If you are one of those type of people I promise you you are not in my top 10. So I beg you to at least act human and show some respect. And if you read my last blog I NEVER said I am a LESBIAN! I simply wrote my point of view on it! So go reread it people and GET OVER YOURSELF! YOUR NOT ALWAYS RIGHT!

Okay folks...I think that is all. I know you may read this and get offended and that is not my purpose here. You also may think I am mad. Well you are right. I am ... well..furious. People have really hurt me for no reason. I feel like I have a right to defend myself. But since no one has the guts to confront me then I will defend myself like this. You may comment. I actually would love that. But comment on my facebook page or write me on there. Or you can even text me. That works too. Anyways, I am off.